Chapter 3 : Schizophrenia and nervous breakdown

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This is the hardest chapter to pen it down. however I think its important to express my readers that’s any dark phase has an ending and nothing is impossible in life. When I was a teenager I begun to see things differently, they are mostly unrealistic

Dec 5th 2001 on my way back to school I saw a young girl standing on my way she was begun to grow taller I got shocked and scared my mind of frozen, I start to run fast in my top speed in the cross way which directly connects to the deep death well where none goes by that road however luckily a old neighbour walked near that road found me very furious and fear of death in my eyes, he stopped me I was almost speechless and due to my my brain freezing most of the things I have known for decades has been vanished from my brain. When the well-wisher took me to my home I was shaking from head to toe. my mother has no clue she just tried to console me and I still could not come out of the fear. within an hour my father arrived at home saw me shivering in fear. My parents took me to the nearby doctor who has no clue since he saw me shivering he tough I don’t have any energy so he tried to inject glucose to my body to stop shaking. that was a very bad day for the doctor too my body was over shaking he couldn’t give any injection and send me back home.

My shivering doesn’t stop even covered with so many woollen blankets. I stopped eating and sleeping. The only thing I knew was FEAR. My parents tried to feed me however I through it up even if I eat a bit of it. There was too many unrealistic things around me such as a drop of water gets bigger and bigger or people eyeballs drops off from their eyes. these things scared me to death. I stopped seeing anyone face including my brothers.

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